On Another Note
I have 3 tv channels, because a.) I’m cheap, b.) I need to be doing other things than watching tv, and c.) I’m never really home long enough or awake long enough to watch much tv. And in order to get all three channel clearly I have to move the little box. Sad I know. But of those three channels, I have very limited viewing (CBS, ABC, PBS) and on Monday nights at 9pm there is no much on. And right now I must say that the Bachelor-London is gay. So super retarded-ly lame. Don’t get me wrong, his accent is nice. But basically he just wants to see how far he can get with all 3 remaining ladies. Classy really.
Sorry I needed something happier than the prior post.
Not in a Good Place
April has sucked thus far. Well kind-of. It has so many ups and downs that I cannot stand it any longer. I want April to be over. I have been to 3 Astros’ games and they’ve won 1 and it was the one game that was free (bad). I finally was able to go outside and got a suntan (good). I watched a good friend from High School bury her mom (of course, bad). I was in Baltimore for a week (good) but my brother-in-law’s g-pa died (bad) and I couldn’t go because I was in Baltimore (still bad). I started talking again to a friend that I haven’t talked to in a long while (good) but I don’t know if it means anything (bad). I cut off all my hair (great), on the Monday after that Saturday I jacked up my tire/rim and it’s now day 7 with a HUGE rental truck/suv that I’m now terrified that I’m going to hit something. (really really really bad) and just really want my car back One of my best-friends is not doing well emotionally due to some home issues and I don’t know what to do. (bad, just flat out bad). I’m not a crier, but I find myself wanting to cry more and more…I just don’t know any more. I really think that I need a vacation. I need to get away, because I fear that if I don’t, I will run away. But May starts Thursday. So it will be better. It has to get better. It must get better. My car is suppose to come back tomorrow…Lord willing. In 2 Fridays, the firm is paying for a booze cruise…next day is the firm family picnic, so I get to see my little kiddo. Also, it’s the month before my birthday…so it will get better…I just pray that it’s sooner than in 2 weeks….Lord help me.
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